Well this week was fun.Yesterday I went to a party with vanessa, Joanne, and some guy they know from school. But what we also did was after work Vanessa, Joanne, and I went to the mall and then to the pear.Its been 7 since i been there. It was nice to go back there and plus with vanessa. After that we went to her friend kiya's party/ It wasnt really a party cause there wasnt many people. It was boring at the start cause well for me because I wasnt used to any parties. To telll you the truth I really didnt like them. But turing the party joanne and the guy we brought along left to get drunk or get buzzed. But anyways I know Vanessa was feeling bad for having us there with out wanting to. I was there cause I wanted to spend time with her. I wanted to be with her that night cause she was the one that invited. But one thing I was noticing that night was that her friend was ignoring her. Vanessa hasnt seen her in such a long time and to end up ignoring her. I know how she would feel cause I know how it is to not see ppl for a long time and then being ignore. I know she was worried aswell cause she had to be home by 11. Joanne did come till 15 mins before. I was going to take her car without joannes cosent. But she did and we took her home. Joanne and I actually got along. She helped me with my valentine present for vanessa, If im lucky its going to be a 5 part present.

Today Ppl were saying that I was going to get the CSM potion. I so nervous at the moment. I just want to know who is going to get it. Right now its between Jonny, Kayla, and I. We wont know till tomorrow. I just hope someone that is worth it gets it.